And it wasn't even suppose to be like that at all.

I wasn't suppose to be searching in the crowd for you. Or wishing you were with me. It wasn't suppose to be like that in the first place. So I'm doing this for you. And for me. I'm just simply getting rid of everything. So nothing worst than this would happen.

I'm sorry I had to do this to you. I'm sorry I actually did this to you. You can blame everything on me. I don't mind. Really. You just have to know that I love you. I love you with everything I have. Everything I know. I love you.